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Name: maren
Gender: Female
Interests: art, photography, stenciling, graffiti, making my own shirts, coffee, baking, musical goodness, the japanese language, dinosaurs, tattoos!
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Member Since:
11/15/2003
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| good lord.
it has certainly been a while.
every time i try to write something here it seems so inappropriate. and then i just end up deleting what i wrote and move on to something less...lucrative.
lets list!
my life is:
dripping noses
cat scratches
dj unk
that after-thanksgiving 'fat' feeling
leveling up
lost friends reappearing
dustin
text messages
driving
more lack of creativity
lack of photography
lack of lacking...
oh blah
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| oh god, my hair is fried.
i guess that's what i get for wanting to be a peroxide blond.
i'm gonna take a shower soon and try and moisturize the fuck out of it.
my life is:
the gap, period.
confusion, doubt, anxiety
itchy eyes
sneezes
bleach
japan
photography, photography, photography
granola
2% milk
ingles
coffee shops
this is what i've done recently:
  
i've written pages upon pages."
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| eluvium is good rainy day music.
things that need to be done:
+email mr. rylan steele and get the door code from him to start doing photo work
-along those same lines: finish my written proposal for him/research more photographers
+ohmygod, clean my room because it's a fuggin' mess
+spend some quality time with my melody because i miss her and i haven't spent time with her for days
+bake a pie with gabe, teresea, and meredith
my life is:
heavy eyelids
lots of books
missinformation
creative writing
lack of art
rain, rain, rain
work, work, work
mac n' cheese
not being able to find the right voice/not being able to like anything i produce
money issues...uh.
more fucking work
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| classes started yesterday and my life has already been thrown for a loop.
my color photo class was canceled. the whole damn thing, as in no more, zip, zilch.
the instructor, rylan, overrode me into the BA class but the thing is that it's conflicting with one of my other classes. i have to go meet with him tomorrow so we can figure some of this shit out.
i'm considering quitting my job so i can focus on school because my work load is turning out to be a lot more that i expected. the bad thing with that is, i won't be able to help pay for utilities and food like i told my parents i would. ok, i mostly pay for my own food but i wanted to start paying for some of my rent, and so on.
and now my internet keeps bugging out on me. i don't have any of my books for school and i'm already worn out.
poop.
i have to go do some homework.
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| um, it's my birthday? um, i'm twenty?
and this morning was a really good start to the day.
i set off sparklers at midnight and jumped around in the street yelling "i'm twenty, i'm twenty!"
i have a wild big pomp in my hair and a new tattoo on my arm.
i have good wishes from my best friend (who is miles away).
i have beautiful friends here in asheville whom i love very dearly and who love me just the same.
i have a massive party in the works and ice cream cake in the freezer.
i have twenty years under my belt, and i have plenty more to go.
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